I know what you must be thinking right now... Two posts in one week? What has gotten into Nikki? Well, the answer is that I've been noticing a lot of changes happening with BLR Utah. And while I don't know all the details so I don't want to speculate, I just wanted to take a few minutes to talk about my reaction to the situation.
For those of you who don't know, a discussion on Facebook revealed that Chef Cameron and some trainers were suspended. The discussion stated that the suspension was a result of the staff attending a former guest's wedding but corporate posted that there were other reasons for BLR's response. Regardless of the reasons, I have realized that Chef Cam was formally let go. I know he's been in a relationship with the one trainer, Kelli, and have gathered that she is no longer with BLR either. Just yesterday I saw posts by Chef Cam and Kelli that they have a new "home" - I clicked the link which took me to a page for "Balance of Life Retreat." According to the opening statement, the Retreat focuses on your real-life, day-to-day experience to find your balance with the core foundation of knowledge, nutrition, fitness, and relaxation. I was shocked when I scrolled down just a bit and saw a photo of Anna Marie, another trainer from my days at BLR. I quickly clicked the "Staff" tab and found that Tyler Hunt (Mr. Magic Hands Masseuse) is on staff as well as Filipe Fa (ya know, from Season 7 of The Biggest Loser and who was at BLR when I was a guest). I was shocked... I knew that Chef Cam and Kelli were also going to be on the staff at Balance of Life as well.
At this point, I began thinking about the staff that I knew at BLR Utah. I am "friends" with the "Ivings BLR Fitness Ridge Trainers" on Facebook, so I have seen recent posts by Sharon and Robin, so I am pretty certain they are still at BLR. The photos from the "Ivings BLR Fitness Ridge Trainers" page include pictures of Tiffany, Sione, and Paige as well. Well, it was at this point that I remembered seeing a Facebook post that Gretchen, another trainer, had recently resigned to return to New York.
Crazy enough, it was at that moment that Filipe started messaging me on Facebook. We had been chatting occasionally (brief digression: I love that he has taken a personal interest in me and stays in touch; it really shows how much he cares and what a wonderful person he is to continue caring about me when he doesn't have to - i.e. I'm no longer a paying guest). Anyway, I mentioned all the changes to him and he said that he was let go several weeks ago, that he's very excited about the new retreat, and asked me to spread the word. I asked him about who was even still at BLR. I mentioned seeing the pictures of Sharon, Robin, Tiffany, Sione, and Paige; it was then that he informed me that Paige had resigned months ago.
My jaw just continued to drop... As far as I can tell, Sharon, Robin, Tiffany, and Sione are the only trainers still at BLR. On the other hand, Filipe, Kelli, Anna Marie, Paige, and Gretchen are all gone. The chef and my favorite masseuse are gone. I feel like my "fitness home", my "home away from home", is crashing. I have recommended BLR to so many people and have been such an advocate for the resort. I still feel like the resort changed my life, not just my weight but by restoring my confidence and helping me rediscover my self worth. And I have had an intense desire to return to BLR one day - hopefully at my ideal weight... (I'd love to return as one of the "skinny folk" that the typical guests half-glare at, wondering why they are there if they don't need to lose weight.)
Now I'm feeling a bit lost and confused. Would I return to BLR to see the few remaining trainers and some of the other staff (like Lulu and Denea)? Do I go to the new Balance of Life Retreat to see Filipe, Kelli, Anna Marie, and Chef Cam? If I go to one, can I go visit the competition so I can see the other staff I miss dearly? Do I just say screw it all and go to BLR Malibu? Or does all this turnover mean that maybe all BLR resorts are having issues that mean I should steer clear? And what about people who ask about my experience at BLR? Is it all moot now that so much has changed? Can I really recommend them anymore or should I send people to Balance of Life even though I've never been?
I'm not sure how to work all this out in my head. However, let's end on a more positive note, my scale read 153.0 this morning which means that I am officially down just over 40 pounds! I am getting so much closer to my goal and it just further encourages me to keep it up. I can't wait to be in the 140s - I haven't seen the 140s since high school or early college! Here's to hoping that I can lose a little more than 3 pounds in the next two weeks - the 140s would be a great Christmas present to myself!




